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[mon aug 25th, 2008 >>6:36pm] |
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let me see what has happened in the last three months that i haven't updated.
1) work. work. work. and more work.
2) boyfriend. work. friends. work.
3) hanging out with erica and sally. (BREAKING DAWN WAS FUCKING AMAZING!)
4) getting ready for school and whatev. - my mom just paid for it.
5) working on the relationship with my mom.
6) writing. sleeping. and getting my new iPOD set up.
yepp. that's pretty much all that's happened. OH! and my dad left my step mom with nothing around the same time that joey and i went down to georgia and our vacation pretty much sucked ass balls X3435465465. >_< yeah. no joke. other than that, my life has been boring. next weekend i'm going to mountain creek with joey, his sister, and her boyfriend. i may meet up with erica and her new boyfriend matt - let's see how long this one lasts. so, yeah! there was something else that i wanted to mention but i forgot what it was. ECH. well i'm at work right now so i think i'm just going to go and do NOTHING since there is NOTHING TO DO. hahahah. pce. <3
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[sun jun 15th, 2008 >>9:30am] |
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so, it's been six weeks since i last updated this thing.
nothing much has happened. i graduated. :D
but that was like two weeks ago. grawr.
i got my college stuff together. i'm going to NJCU. my mom wants me to transfer after my first semester. but now i'm thinking, what happens if i end up liking NJCU? what if i want to stay and not go to MSU? let me just say that my mother was not too happy about me saying that. she really doesnt want me staying in jersey city. she thinks i'm going to die. alright, so i might get hurt during a drive by shooting but at least i won't be scared in the future. no, i'll just be dead. urgghhh. it's really killing me though. my mom also said this to me. i can pay easily for MSU, but not NJCU. hmmmm, tell me, NJCU is about 3 thousand $$$$ cheaper, but you CAN'T pay for it? i believe, and this is just in the last 24 hours that i figured this out, my mom won't help me because she doesn't want me going there. so get this, i got my bill for my summer math course (cause i'm still in like, frosh algebra. THANK YOU TO MR.AHMUTY FOR PASSING ME & TEACHING ME NOTHING.) yeah, so i from 7-7-08 to 8-7-08, i will be sitting, on mon. wedes. & thurs., in a class, learning about pre-college algebra. ANYWAY, getting back to the bill. my advisor (yanno the one college person who's like a guidance conselor in HS?) she told me the total cost for my summer class is 600. I was like, ALRIGHT! that was back in may. now, just on the 12th of june, i got 2 bills. the first one was for like 1200 $$$$ and i was like, NO FUCKING WAY. but as i opened the second one, i realized i got some things taken off the list because i told my advisor that i really did not want to do this, but my mother was making me, so she said ok you don't have to pay the full amount. (since i lied and told her i was paying). ANYWAY, so the second bill is pretty much - signs and then the $$$$ going to around 900. wow. that was like 300 taken off. NOW, i may have LIED to my advisor THEN, but NOW i DO have to pay for my summer classes. Luckily, i make about 900 in a month with my new job, which i'm totally in love with. and i also must apply for a credit card. cause my mother would like me to pay for my books like that.
damn, i wrote a lot. no one is going to read this, but it's cool.
i like stinky shoes & JUNO. :D
gooooodbyeeeeeee. <33333
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[mon apr 28th, 2008 >>11:17am] |
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Wuddupp, wuddup?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in the library bored as a matha fuckaaaaaa. (: I haven't updated in a few weeks. But nothing exciting has happened. Whatev. I was completely wasted on Saturday night. Joey felt sick, almost passed out, but I wouldn't let him w.out making him throw up. Nasty, yes. But he's my boyfriend and I don't want anything to happen to him. Ughhh, I love him so damn much. It's not even funny. Aparently he's gonna ask me to marry him when I graduate. I know it's gonna be this year, but he told me soon. So I said, when? My graduation? And he was like, possibly. I dunno guys, we'll see right?
Gah, my Harry Potter mode has been kicking in lately. I can not wait to see the new movie. Tom Felton (who plays Draco) has major amazing parts in this movie. Like, he has to cry, and try to kill old Dumby. And like, I dunno, I'm just excited cause he's my favorite character. Not to mention the fact that the actor is prettttttttty damn HOT. :D Seriously, I would dump Joey just to have a one night stand with Tom Felton. <333333333
Ok, I'm gonna go on quizilla & read some stories. Peace & ROCK. =P
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[fri mar 28th, 2008 >>6:35pm] |
yay. so i get a car.
mom puts me on insurance.
tells me i gotta get the car fixed up.
pays for everything for prom.
then decides to tell me,
in the end. i have to pay it all.
but what she pays for. i have to pay her back.
like, wtf. i wouldn't get my car fixed if i knew i had to waste ALL my fucking money on it.
and i would have NEVER asked her to pay for shit, if i knew i had to pay her back. >_<
srsly, sometimes she can be the most FUCKED UP MOM in the world.
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[mon mar 10th, 2008 >>12:18pm] |
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so it's been like a month since my last update.
not much has changed since then. school still sucks. the boyfriend still rocks. benji is the shit & tom is still an asshole. (:
now that that is settled, i have to go do religion homework. my teacher is a psycho killer. hXc. :D <33333
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[fri feb 8th, 2008 >>11:39am] |
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So, Insha put a smile on my face about my last entry. Like, furrealz. Lmao.
Anyway, nothing much to say. I'm in the school library, Jackie didn't come so I'm alone. ): My life has been pretty damn boring. Only exciting thing is looking for a car tomorrow! Buuuuut, my faggot mother told me it will only be used for driving to and from work. Then after a month, my boyfriends house. After SIX MONTHS I can drive to wherever the hell I want to. Do you know how long 6 months is to me? I've waited 6 months to get my fuckin lisence, now I gotta wait to go wherever the I want to!
It's only because she's paying for insurance. I figured, get a good job, save up money for a year, and then get my own. I'll probably just end up going on with Joey. (: My boyfriend that is.
Going to try and get on myspace or something so I'm not bored for the next twenty minutes.
Byee. <3
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[thu feb 7th, 2008 >>9:22pm] |
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I really need to start writing again. I keep getting this stupid writers blockkk. >_<
Anyway, Insha (you know this) but this kid Tom, likes me still. And today (new info Insha) he was gonna pick me up from work. Fortunately my mom came home early and picked me up, but I still felt bad. I ran over to his truck and told him what was going on, and when I went to give him a kiss on the cheek, HE MOVED HIS HEAD!!!!!!!! Now, it was just a little bit, so it's not like we REALLY kissed or anything, but it was pretty damn close. At first I didn't realize it until he told me. Thinking now, I'm kind of regretting of even giving a cheek kiss. Obviously he did it on purpose, I'm not THAT stupid. (:
Anywho, back to the writers block thing, it fucking sucks. I want to write so bad. I really feel like typing tonight but I have no clue what to write about! RARWRRRRRR. Maybe I'll start my book up again. It's about vampires. Who knows.
Bye.<3
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[sat feb 2nd, 2008 >>11:44am] |
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so yet again i sit here at work, bored as hell mind you.
no one is calling. there are no files to be put away. i'm losing my mind here people. i'm sick too. my nose feels like it's about to fall off. i think the way in iraq settled into my head it hurts so much. and my throat is has red as blood. i can't eat because it hurts so much. my muscles are aching for some warm water and relaxation. i know when i go home though, that's not gonna happen.
my moms being a bitch again. no surprise there. we were fine for almost two months until her stupid fucking boyfriend had so come back into the picture. she thinks i'm honestly stupid. after school yesterday, i walked into my house and the smell of cigarettes. the fucking ashes were still in the sink too. so i called my mom and asked if he was there. she says no and that i'm going to burn the house down w. my heater on all the time. .... well, how the fuck would she know my heater is on if she wasn't home? her conlcusion, tell me she came home at 9:15 in the morning to get a folder from work. riiiiiiiight. and again, why does the house smell like smoke? because jerry went with her. uhmmmmmmm, i don't think so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know how i know shes lying? because AFTER that conversation we had, she called while i was with my boyfriend saying she missed me (yeah, right!) and when i mentioned that she could come home for a folder and not pick me up .... she told me that jerry needed help changing the light in the kitchen. two stories, one liar, no trust.
my mom needs a reality check on how to lie like a teenager. (:
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[thu jan 31st, 2008 >>6:31pm] |
ok, so i have to post an entry cause i haven't done one in about, oh forever.
one: let me just say that my best friend insha, is the shit. she's honestly like thee greatest person you can EVER talk to. she knows exactly what i'm going through and i know what she's going through ... at times. lol (: i really don't know what i would do with out her. she was absent today, and i was soooo lost in english class ):
two: my boyfriend, his friends, and my friends, have really been pissing me off. let me put it this way.
a) my boyfriend is none stop talking about going camping. he tells all his friends.
b) all his friends now want to come with us. can we say no sex for me and him?!
c) it's my birthday the day before prom. i'm turning 18, i want a WEEKEND bday!!!
that pretty much means i want to do, what i want. and i want SIX FLAGS BITCH!
three: my boyfriend (for some odd reason) thinks most of my friends are stupid. he likes a lot of them, but not all. i understand that he doesn't want my ex to go, but i don't either anymore (he's an asshole. blah.) but like, all these other friends of mine? HELLO!!!? it's MY birthday, I WANT to go out with MY friends. he's just being so UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
four: i finally got him to be ok with the fact that a bunch of my friends are going. his friends come camping, my friends come to six flags. that was the end of the conversation and if it didn't turn out that, i would have kicked and scream and told him no sex for about oh, EVER! .............. maybe not, i wouldn't even be able to last two weeks. >_<
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[wed jan 2nd, 2008 >>12:29pm] |
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i'm still in break mode.
school sucks ass.
exams are in like, a week.
i fucking love my boyfriend <3
& my best friends too :D!
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